Life

Life is a parody, and in a more divine way, living is a paradox!

Life is love. It is the unidentified connection to the self. It is the certainty of the minute links that paints the canvas of our void with eternal colors. It is commitment; it is passion. The words of the mirror saying, “You look good today.”; the cool way we jam to our music taste; the morning sip of the strongest black coffee and a piece of the dark chocolate -- that’s life, caring of the self. Life is a futile destiny ending at the seams. It’s not about existence; it’s about being present. It's a redeemed reality. It’s like a plane mirror, we (the images), most of the time, aren’t even real.

Life is fear. It is waking up to infinite problems we don’t have the solutions to. It is being assigned a favor of cruelty to our dreams and ourselves. It’s that disappointment of not living up to the aspirations. Life is a football match. Sometimes, someone else gets a free kick and we get kicked, right in the faces. Life is the pride of hating and the guilt of being hated. It is the meadow of everything that remains unfulfilled. It is the height we can’t achieve because we are too scared of the fall. It is the one unspoken truth of zillions of lies. Life is a hammer, but sometimes, we aren’t Thor.

Life is hope. It is the bond of courage that ties the fabrics of time and makes us move on. When reality intensifies and we want everything to stop, it’s life that shows us how tomorrow is worth a shot. With every second of unheard screams, it’s life that cries at the corner, and yet, it aims for the horizon. Life is weird. It lives with the demons, is happy with the smallest miracles, voices the unheard, sees the unseen, feels the unfelt. Life is absolutely perfect in the most imperfect way possible. It knows that the shattered pieces will be together, and we will rise up someday. It’s too naive -- it believes in us.

Life is freedom. It is living and not surviving. It is the mystery of countless endeavors and with time, it is the redemption we wish from the prison of our thoughts. It is a start of bottled-up courage, piled up emotions and the motivation that makes us limitless. The daily doses of medicines, the unfinished deadlines, the rules we set for ourselves, life is a growth from them. It is a collection of selfish desires and selfless motives. It is living for the self. It’s 2 AM, you don’t want to close your eyes, instead, you look up to the sky, and stay gazing at the stars, that beauty you see is life. When you are broken from the inside, your attempt for triumph is life. When words run out, breaths become scarce, and there are voices gambling in our head, it’s life that plays the best song and we smile. It is that Planck time of happiness we get when we are away from every materialistic theme of the world.

Life is an unknown mystery of the known. It is the first and the last question we all have our hypotheses for. It is an analysis of pain, joy, love, hate, success, failure -- you name it! It is the lesson of experiences; it is those experiences. It is the acceptance that every coffin cherished before. When everything seems like the end, there is this cape of light that beams through our tears. That peace of a new beginning is life. Life is us.

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